The "7 seconds" Entry
Date: 3 May 05
Climate: cold
Eating: sandwich
Drinking: peach smoothie
Feeling: meh
Listening to: --
Watching: TV
Reading: fishbowldc
I really don't know where I am at anymore.
To say that I am confused and going through that unfortunately very stereotypical "where am I going, what does it all mean, who am I, whats my life amounting to," phase, sums it up the best. I wish it didn't sounds so lame though.
I have moved and that is a pleasant experience. I love my new apartment, the view from the 16th floor, and above all, the lack of insects. I love the area, the short commute to work, etc. But other things in my life are bothering me. I feel perplexed and bored at the same time.
so to remedy or try to remedy this:
a) am looking into french classes at the Chicago french institute
b) am hooking up cable tv to get committed to "shows" in the absence of real friends.
c) am researching jobs at the UN (part of why I am learning french) and getting materials for masters in public policy programs
d) am going to go home this month at some point
e) going to buy a laptop to start writing
there are others, more personal, but thats the gist of it.
onward ho.
Date: 3 May 05
Climate: cold
Eating: sandwich
Drinking: peach smoothie
Feeling: meh
Listening to: --
Watching: TV
Reading: fishbowldc
I really don't know where I am at anymore.
To say that I am confused and going through that unfortunately very stereotypical "where am I going, what does it all mean, who am I, whats my life amounting to," phase, sums it up the best. I wish it didn't sounds so lame though.
I have moved and that is a pleasant experience. I love my new apartment, the view from the 16th floor, and above all, the lack of insects. I love the area, the short commute to work, etc. But other things in my life are bothering me. I feel perplexed and bored at the same time.
so to remedy or try to remedy this:
a) am looking into french classes at the Chicago french institute
b) am hooking up cable tv to get committed to "shows" in the absence of real friends.
c) am researching jobs at the UN (part of why I am learning french) and getting materials for masters in public policy programs
d) am going to go home this month at some point
e) going to buy a laptop to start writing
there are others, more personal, but thats the gist of it.
onward ho.