21 July 2006

The "I am a male model, not a male prostitute " Entry
Date: 21 of July...
Climate: Suddenly, not hotter than hell
Eating: Laffy Taffy. Not Julie's though.
Drinking: H2O
Feeling: One month till law school, what do you say?
Listening to: Herp Alpert's Tijuana Brass Whipped Cream and Other Delights
Watching: You Tube video miscellany
Reading: Westlaw research results


Well Well Well. Its the end of another illustrious week at the law firm. I successfully placed terror in their eyes when mentioning my malaria pill intake for the upcoming trip to Guatemala (or as Julie says :Huatamala, HABLAMOS). That was fun. Other than that, i'm really annoyed at all the press this stupid head butt thing has generated. My latest comment on the matter:

How can such an international and practiced sport tolerate the dramatic and exaggerated "falls" that players suffer throughout the game -? Perhaps Materazzi shouldn't be penalized for just the words he spoke, as much as FIFA should be making a gesture about the "prat falls" that so many players perfect during their career. Post head butt, Materazzi went down like he'd been shot and then laid there, writhing. Come on. True, whatever Materazzi said to Zidane did not justify any sort of physical harm, but questioning why Zidane received special treatment is just plain silly, for a number of inarguable reasons: he's a legendary player; the actual words were never released (leaving us to our imaginary devices, always much worse); and it was, as some readers have said, almost like watching a God fall from grace...a good reminder that footballers aren't gods and that they shouldn't be treated like one, but also affirming that when they err, expect a drama to unfold of catastrophic proportions.

Eduardo says that they don't teach that type of drastic fall in US soccer but when he played in Mexico that they did. Sure there are benefits but maybe I am just too much of an American and I really loathe that aspect of the game. So now that FIFA has ruled, perhaps there will be some silence on the media's end about this drama.

I am trying to decide if $90 tix to see the Chelsea v MLS All star game will be worth it - Eduardo doubts they'll bring the full first team to play and thats the only reason i'd like to go - to see Euro players game on US soil. Also, when I was walking home last night I was verbally harassed again - this time the man asked me why I looked so sad and that I was a f-ing super model.

I still am fuzzy on what those that harass expect me to say/do in that situation. Jump for joy? Ask if they want me to do a runway walk? Have sex with them? I think its the latter. I used to like swear and stuff back at them (and I still do when I am not "sad") but last night I was just too freaking tired to deal with this guy's neurosis. Next time though, i'll fire back. And then some. I am sick of the "women are passive/men are aggressive" stereotype.

BTW: While looking online at various football sites, I came across some phenomenon in the UK about WAGS - acronym Women and Girlfriend's of Footballers (i think, the Footballers part isn't an official joinder of the acronym). Its crazy. Posh Spice is totes the Queen Bee...from what i have read she's so diabolical in her media image - like, the day after Beckham scored the free kick that appeared impossible, she strategically wore some sort of provocative outfit be/c she knew she'd be fotographed - crazy and exhausting to plan your life around the flashbulbs. I guess the US isn't the only country uber obsessed avec celebretantes.

19 July 2006

It may be just 2006 and the World Cup is...over, but already I am looking forward to UEFA Euro 2008 - :) I really would like to go and tickets have yet to be disclosed. It would be June of 2008 for like the whole month of tournament play and the championships. Although I am sad that Zidane and Figo won't be playing, to see football in Europe would be amazing.

Who wants to go with me? Besides Eduardo? Anyone? Maybe I could find a study summer abroad program in Switzerland/Austria since that will be my 2L summer* Yes Yes Yes. Or I could volunteer, be/c I know they need some. More details on that soon.




Its really hard to be happy nowadays.

What is happening in Lebanon just compounds the confusion and overall sadness I have about our current state of global affairs.

18 July 2006

Shoulda Voted Claypool
"The ward bosses are treating the leadership of a $3 billion government that's responsible for public health and safety as a family heirloom to be passed down from generation to generation. It's not right, and I think there's a lot of anger out there and I think that it could come back to haunt the Democrats in the fall." --Claypool quoted in a Trib article.


Yep. Congratulations Stroger family, I am now seriously considering voting Republican for the first time in my life. This is disgraceful and embarassing for the city of chicago - I mean for chrissakes this "patronage" scheme in Chicago was almost whispered about but this is the equivilant of a democratic patronage bombing. I have no respect for Todd Stroger, less respect for the democratic party in Chicago, and zero respect for the Stroger family in general - who do they think they are, the f-ing Kennedys? If I wanted to vote for an investment banker with family ties i'd just vote republican and get it over with, which now looks like my only option.

17 July 2006

The "Work has become Blistering " Entry
Date:17 July 2006
Climate: UNBEARABLE
Eating: Well, I last ate a House Salad at PJ Clarkes with LJ
Drinking: Shirley Temple
Feeling: Tired.
Listening to: Ghostwriter, RJD2
Watching: --
Reading: articles about Zidane, more

I start law school in about a month. I am not sure what I feel i need to accomplish prior to this departure to academia. Regardless, i have been instructed and do feel that i need to look upon this next journey as one of new beginnings, as opposed to what i feel is ending; my youth, my mobility, my relative debt-free status. I am 25 right now and I suppose that these next three years will really pass me by...and then i'm 28, heading towards 30 and what will I have accomplished? I just don't know. I feel very sad right now.

I have been told that its just part of the maturation process; losing previous ideals, and realizing new ones, but I think I really liked who I used to be and really hope I like who I am becoming. I read in one of my "required reading" texts that a large dillema surrounding law school can be that it really changes how you think of the world, how you interact with those you care about, how you review the days events in your mind. I have always wondered if this is how people truly entrenched in what they love, like athletes or writers, think of the world; through that lense I guess. I don't know, yet.

I just hope I don't let this degree and this journey overtake the other things I want out of life - I know of too many unhappy people to allow myself to become another casualty. The threat is always imminent though. Oh the maturation process. I just, I hate how predictable it is and am desperately trying to avoid becoming such.

16 July 2006

The "lazy Sunday " Entry
Date: 16 July 2006
Climate: STIFLING
Eating: nothing.
Drinking: water.
Feeling: withdrawn
Listening to: Ennio Morricone
Watching: Entourage
Reading: well, attempting to read Zidane's site, en francais

Like anyone who is truly depressed, I literally have spent the entire day in bed - i was awake for a total of 3 hours today, and when I finally got up at 5pm, it was to eat dinner, get prescriptions filled (my malaria pills for Guatemala), and get some ice cream. Ice cream, and not the basically eating half and half Coldstone variety, is really all I feel like eating in this heat but alas, its not the healthiest thing to do. With the curtains closed and the a/c blaring, i literally napped all day - when I woke up for my first 1.5 hours (mind you, at 11am), it was to lay half asleep on top of eduardo, look online for any more news re: Zidane, and read the online news for the day (i am still shocked about what is happening in Lebanon). I also ate a piece of cheese and a fruit roll up and fell asleep until 5 - during that time, I had fitful dreams, the last of which included an apperance by Zizou in an ice cream store? Yeah. It was through this dream that I started to make sense of my depressed state that occupied my psyche today - World Cup Withdrawal. I just miss it. Watching it, talking about it, reading about it. So today I mourned. I don't feel guilty about sleeping the entire Sunday away, especially with this crazy heat - or maybe it's me that's crazy be/c I went running on Friday and had a pounding headache throughout the night - even when trying to put on a happy face for Will squared's house warming party - that apartment, btw, its amazing looking, the decorating effortless and oh so stylish. I simply do not have the magic eye that Will has as far as decorating goes, or just design in general. But yeah, who goes running in 90+ degree heat + humidity? Yech. I feel dizzy just thinking about it.

This heat makes everything more difficult - last night Eduardo and I laid in bed for 30 minutes debating about getting up to go get some food be/c cooking - actually turning on a burner to accrue more heat wasn't even an option. At one point I had him bring over banana chips to "refuel" so I could just get the energy to get up and go get take out. Thinking about moving was exhausting. We're old, or, we act older than we are. Whichever.

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