postgraduationhaze

I really love funyuns. I am eating them now. I seem to waffle about losing weight. Sometimes I think "I'd like to lose 10 pounds" which would put me at abotu 110. Then I think, no I look fine. However, I look to see what is a healthy weight and MDs tell me that I could lose 10 pounds and still be healthy. So that could explain why I have been working out so much and why I am about to join a gym for $400 joining fee and about 120 monthly dues. I don't know anymore. Is it an eating disorder? No. Because it eat and not since college have I suffered from anorexia or bulimia or the weird hybrid that i had...I think its more of a "distorted body image." Whatever. I say, who doesn't have that? Well, my friend Lena. My friend Julie. My friend Lindsay. So maybe just me. Anyway.

I am going home for the weekend and couldn't be happier. I have yet to pack and get a gift for my dad...yeah thats a problem.

Anyway, Eddie called last night. He actually has a plan for us re: marriage. its interesting. Thoughtful. And surprising...I love that he surprises me. I love how he loves me.

thats all for now.

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NEW YORK -- A woman upset that she bought the video game "Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas" for her 14-year-old grandson without knowing it contained hidden, sexually explicit scenes sued the manufacturer Wednesday on behalf of consumers nationwide.

Because its so totally acceptable to buy a 14 year old a game that gives you the ability to beat and rob prostitutes (while insinuating sex), beat police officers, and if you want to, only go after certain ethnic groups like blacks or white as though they're being hunted, and steal cars, just as long as there are no cartoon sex scenes.

Seriously. As though this new little development in the GTA powerhouse is really that surprising. Thank you, woman upset, for representing consumers nationwide.

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I am really at a loss.

First of all, I have realized that the reason, if any, that I don't like my job is some of the people here have horrible attitudes and are so moody that I am surprised they are over 25 as opposed to just five.

But thats okay.

I am almost out of here for the day.

In other news, to be married or not. to live together or not. I don't know but Eddie has been mentioning marriage lately and I can't say that I disagree. Why wait to be together as much as we want to? I know why, to be honest, be/c up until this point thats the way I have thought about it too...funny how things change I guess. Have I been anti marriage be/c I really didn't agree/ Or was I just one of those bitter people who were against it be/c they couldn't have it? I don't know.

So this weekend, my trip home to celebrate dad's birthday will also include some wedding talk, in the very loose sense.

Odd but...expected I guess.

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