29 May 2004

Today is my birthday.
...it only happens once a year!

It is a big day.

I made a sign that said that, and only one person said happy birthday. Oh well.

27 May 2004

The" butchered " Entry
Date: two days preceeding the big 23rd
Climate: finally more spring/less cold
Eating: --
Drinking: h2o
Feeling: at a loss
Listening to: rjd2
Watching: --
Reading: Time

The haircut was a disaster. Not only was my stylist monumentall rude "Um...you think your layers look like steps? Thats like what a layer IS." (my hair was so choppy and unblended you could walk down and up it. She later blended and faded the layers together, quite pissy about it if I do say so myself). I also told her to cut my bangs right at my eye level. She cut them about a 1/4 cm from my FOREHEAD. I look like I have been bitten. I left (without tipping her, I think the topper was when I approached the desk and they charged me and she then proceeded to whisper, with her hand in front of her mouth a la mean girls, to the receptionist while staring at me. I stormed out) and then furiously drove back to my hotel, grabbed my desk scissors and cut a chunk of hair so that it would lay in front of the bitten hair. Its somewhat hidden now, but I have to pin the chopped hair under the longer, bang pieces that I cut, not to mention the insane amount of pomade I use to make sure it doesn't fly away...and at that length, that is its only tendency. I was pretty angry but now its wore off and I feel amused at my home remedy.

Today we had a press conference at a local gas station with cab drivers, protesting the gas prices. Best sign that I got to hold read "Bush is a pain the gas." hee.
It went well, four outlets showed up (two tv/two radio).

We have a four day weekend due to the holiday, and I also got a "promotion." No more messing around with youth, I am the official assistant to the press secretary. Basically its me and her, and she impresses me much (she worked with Clinton and the likes).
That starts next week...when Eddie's here!

My birthday is soon. I drive home tonight, and move on Sunday...SushiSamba on Saturday, and more fun...

Oh, and please note Eddie's link to his site..and the crazy ass picture of himself. I have no idea when that was taken but I think it was awhile ago. Anyway, if you get to the bottom, he linked a game that I love marked "squints" (I told him to call me that from now on, and at first he refused but as you can see, it stuck)...anyway, its fun, and a nice little homage to me;)

26 May 2004

The" Suicide Girls " Entry
Date: 26::May
Climate: COLD AS ICE
Eating: ulcer
Drinking: water
Feeling: hiccups*
Listening to: vacuuming
Watching: --
Reading: articles on Semiotics...I need a research grant to pursue my interest.

So.
Got a position in the press department.
My director is literally paniced that I will leave.
He actually told me "I will personally help you find a job in Chicago come November. You cannot leave."

Flattering and sorta psycho.

haircut in twenty.

25 May 2004

the "such romantic eyes, got me hypnotized" entry
Date: 25 Mai 2004
Climate: is it fall? I am expecting foliage.
Eating: Tried to eat a hummus wrap. That didn't go so well.
Drinking: water
Feeling: fatigued
Listening to: RJD2
Watching: Beautiful Mind
Reading: spreadsheets.

The intern process will never ever end.

I may honestly be doing this forever.

One meeting in Flint tomorrow, and a possible intern at 2 in Royal Oak.
The biggest issue is where to put the people, and the lack of computers. Kevin, the new intern, is in my office. He's asian. I feel like we're the "asian" room or something. He is very quiet.

My online friend, "carl" is keeping me occupied during the office day. He's funny. I think its innocent, I just don't get why he's being so cryptic. He knows enough about EC for me to think he did go to school there, so at least thats one truth.

One hour left. I need to do laundry...i may push that back till tomorrow. I need to go to the store...i'll do that tonight. What an adult I am.

I brought in two dozen donuts today to get the team to like me....and a good thing, which I actually have to keep confidential, actually came out of it. Shock me, shock me.

Home in two more days.
I love how we get holidays off here.

...watched A beautiful mind last night and cried. It made me think alot about the worst and the best of the relationships I have been in. I found myself really, really identifying to the frustrations Alicia Nash felt, and why she stuck around and what not...but through my experiences, all that pain and stress is worth it. Even if you do get an ulcer over it;)

i miss eddie.

Oh, and I am starting to contemplate that 23rd birthday on Saturday...

24 May 2004

I am just going to pretend that everything is fine to avoid getting utterly depressed.
I am waiting to get trained on this blast email thing but they're late in calling so I figured i'd try to hash out that post I was so excited about earlier.

Thursday was great.
I got in early enough to make the day seem young and not road haggard. Eddie and I went to Elmhurst to say good bye to Josh who was headed back to the OC -- I love that he lives there. We ate ice cream, and I sweated buckets...it was humid and gross.
After, dinner with Jliz and then Eddie and I headed to the city and did what we do best: lounged.

Friday=wedding. Luckily the rain subsided for the ceremony, and just the ceremony. Eddie and I got up and ate at Ann Sathers (which was a bit of a let down, i'm not going to lie) and I wore the cutest dress. But anyway, so we got him all dressed up (so handsome...so in love) and then we went to the ceremony. The sun was shining and it was really hot--i was sweating bullets and his shirt was covered too. For some reason there was a two hour period from the ceremony to the reception, even though it was just from Lombard to Wheaton, so we ate some pizza at Giordanos and then drove over.
It was great to see them again, Michelle and Don, married, but also a bit surreal. I told Zak that I think I aged through them. I am just not ready to get married, hands down.
The reception was alright, but I have realized that I am not one for banquet hall receptions. I want to have one in a museum, a la First Friday's or something.

Anyway, so then we left in the rain, and drove back to my place and, you guessed it, slept.

Saturday = one of the greatest Chicago Days ever.

Awake.
Get oil changed in only ten minutes!
Drive to my old stomping ground, Lincoln Park.
Walk walk walk to Rush street.
Browse and shop a bit.
Walk down Michigan to River East where we ate at PJ Clarkes (mmmmm)
Walk around the corner and see Shrek 2 (it was funny, i'll admit)
Walk to Nordstroms and buy a sweater, as it had gotten very very cold in my skin tight tank top.
Walk to Jamba Juice and drink the beloved smoothies...
Walk down State parkway and admire the homes and play "what if" we lived there games.
Realize we have to go the bathroom and nearly get cornered in Mediteranean restaurant ("No Spices! No Spices!")
Drive back to apartment.
Get in bed.

Now, there were some very low points. One such being running into Kill Hannah's agents wife (the one I used to work with). She even got me to give her my phone number and I didn't have the heart to lie. I also saw her husband (grrr) on his cell phone in the corner and Eddie and I bolted out of Urb Out at lightening speed.
Its like I can't shake them. EVER.

Sunday = another great day.

Eddie and I discovered Arnold Palmers, the 50/50 lemonade- iced tea drink. We drank like three on Sunday. We woke up, went to the library, walked to the fountain (its working again!), ate bread and danishes and drank said beverage...looked at Millenium Park, walked around and visualized getting married in some of the garden's around there (it has to be possible, it has to!) then we drove to lakeview and walked some more, drank more of the tasty summer drink, then we drove to southport and ate at the mystic celt (mmm) and then drove back to the apartment, rented two movies we didn't watch which will incur late fees as i'll return them when I get back on Thursday night, late, and then we ate some diner food at the Hollywood Grille (mmm French Toast) and then we slept. Until I woke up at 230am to drive him home and get back here by 930.

And i've been here since.

Again, the weekend wasn't totally perfect. I threw up most if not all of the food consumed, and still feel sick. No more food until I get this ulcer under control because, frankly, the feeling of acid shooting through my nose and throat as I am hunched over a toilet is deafening.

Now this is interesting...a 22 year old kid from EC who says he "knows me" started IM'ing me. He likes the same type of music I do and is an advertising/marketing major. I haven't any idea who he is and he's being quite cryptic. He does like Interpol though. Who knows who he is, but its a mystery. I do enjoy mysteries.

The" Food without Borders " Entry
Date: 24 Mai 2004
Climate: cold
Eating: uhhhh, ulcer
Drinking: --
Feeling: confused and sick
Listening to: Hooverphonic
Watching: --
Reading: receipts

I was all gunned up about writing this entry because I have been so happy. But then I got back to work and it all came crashing down.
I guess more on that later. Right now, I am looking at ways to come home to MN to quit this job.

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