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The" Shut Down " Entry
Date: April Fools.
Climate: Sun's deceptive glare...its cold.
Eating: --
Drinking: coffee
Feeling: meh/
Listening to: Kill Hannah
Watching: THE OC
Reading: --

Has anyone seen the front page of the NYTimes today, or of any paper?
Horrifying. What the HELL is going on --

Drug through the streets. Burnt to unidentifiable appearances. HUNG from a bridge. And to think that their wives, children, friends and relatives all got to see that picture today...and wonder "is that my husband?"

Its just too much that gets worse and worse and worse and...

--

The fight at home? A six am picket line at People's Energy/Gas. Two people got arrested (they were designated)...I was freezing, too many cops--

Now in Englewood. I have already had my fair share of sexual harassment and am feeling really fed up.

But to compensate, Detroit in three days.
Still don't know where I am living...but I got a phone number for the rental car place (all the digits even!)--so slow, not too steady.

Eddie and I had another amazing night. ... with two or three more to come before the teary departure.
I like it when he drives. I never thought i'd be one of those women that preferred the man to drive ... but it could be he drives a much nicer car than my rental (Its some sort of X type. I mean, they have types...?)
But it could also be that I am finally ponying up to the fact that despite all of my feminist quibbles and soapbox standings, the bottom line is that a family --kids--pups--are starting to look good and sound good. It is true what they say; once you find that "right" person.
And I think I have.
Again, the fear sets in even stronger.

Okay, back to work.

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